Embracing Real Self
Scared of myself today, something has taken over and doing things in a different way than I normally do. The thoughts and actions are being taken over to operate in a logical fashion. Nothing seems to be right or wrong, it’s a state of total neutrality. I think the animal is finally out and fear has broken its shackles to finally take its natural form in my soul. Writing seems to help because it’s allowing the hidden self to expose more of itself to bring about a state of stability in the chaotic mind. Guess that’s what Mumbai has imbibed in me, the love for utter chaos and the helplessness to control it. And this devil is fucking loving this euphoria!