Are my thoughts oscillating within the boundaries of the hallucinogenic realm? Guess they are, because I can picture them being much similar to the rock elm, These thoughts being spread out in an ornate fashion while defying logic, Causing a dilemma in my mind and questioning myself - whether it’s chronologic? Well, I admit that this does cause a stir of hilarious uproars in my speech, You would see me bragging a lot about ideologies which I rarely preach, But it’s cool, because I am in a happy state of mind, And all these illusions bring a sense of calmness to the chaotic kind.
For me happiness is the calmness of the sea, Or listening to the buzzing of a bee, The insects making noise at night, Resting on the beach with the sunset in sight, Feeding a hungry dog by the road Or finding a critical bug in a code, Finding a good place to sleep when I am high, Clearing the finishing line of a race after letting out a long sigh, Getting the bite of a chicken after hours of craving, Seeing my bank balance after two years of saving, Having a cigarette by the window pane late in the night, Peace offering through ice cream after a heated fight, Finding a shade on a sunny afternoon, Or just stare at flying colorful balloons, Meeting old friends after a long time, Projecting the shine of a golden dime, Getting a place to sit on a crowded train, Or a childish attempt to outrun a plane, The smell of earth when it first rains, Finding solution to a math problem after hours of racking my brains, Reuniting with known ones after getting...
It's difficult to forget you, for your love has grown it's roots deep inside me, Every morning I think about you, a myriad of thoughts flowing through my mind, Thinking of possibilities of how our fairy tale would have had a happy ending, But then I force my mind to think otherwise, I feel I have become heartless now, I feel I won't be able to love again, I feel lonely, I am out of ways to make myself happy, I miss you, I miss the smell of your hair, I miss the feeling when you were around, The goosebumps I used to get while holding your hands, I just hope all day long , that this feeling fades away, All these sadness surrounding me vanishes in the blink of an eye, But do I know how much time it would take? I sure don't know that, My heart has suffered a lot, it has been broken numerous times, I was under the illusion that I might contain this sorrow within this time, But then I just want it to let go, let it pour down my eyes, For that m...
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