It's difficult to forget you, for your love has grown it's roots deep inside me, Every morning I think about you, a myriad of thoughts flowing through my mind, Thinking of possibilities of how our fairy tale would have had a happy ending, But then I force my mind to think otherwise, I feel I have become heartless now, I feel I won't be able to love again, I feel lonely, I am out of ways to make myself happy, I miss you, I miss the smell of your hair, I miss the feeling when you were around, The goosebumps I used to get while holding your hands, I just hope all day long , that this feeling fades away, All these sadness surrounding me vanishes in the blink of an eye, But do I know how much time it would take? I sure don't know that, My heart has suffered a lot, it has been broken numerous times, I was under the illusion that I might contain this sorrow within this time, But then I just want it to let go, let it pour down my eyes, For that m...
Scared of myself today, something has taken over and doing things in a different way than I normally do. The thoughts and actions are being taken over to operate in a logical fashion. Nothing seems to be right or wrong, it’s a state of total neutrality. I think the animal is finally out and fear has broken its shackles to finally take its natural form in my soul. Writing seems to help because it’s allowing the hidden self to expose more of itself to bring about a state of stability in the chaotic mind. Guess that’s what Mumbai has imbibed in me, the love for utter chaos and the helplessness to control it. And this devil is fucking loving this euphoria!
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